Question 25 :]

Would you like to know the exact date of your death?
This for me is a yes AND no question for me, i would want to know the date of my death but then i wouldn't want to. There is a couple of reasons why i wouldn't want to know, then theres reason why i would.
I think its so scary to know the exact date of the death, because who does want to know when will you death?! Knowing when you're not going to see the world again. Knowing that soon enough you'll be meeting god in heaven i think o.O. It sucks to know you have a limited time on this Earth, being scared everyday because you're a day closer to your death. But its a good thing to know because if you know you have a limited time on Earth to accomplish what you always wanted to do and die knowing that you accomplished what you want to do. So theres the upside of knowing your death date and theres the down side. But overall I'd rather not know when ima die because i dont want to live the rest of my life scared.

Random question 24

 Do i think drugs should be illegal ?

I think certain drugs should be illegal, not all but maybe MOST because drugs do have a serious effect on people and can mess up our community if it was legal. Everybody would have a short time life because don't drugs end life shortly and damage organs in your body and stuff?

Marijuana i think should not be illegal but should ONLY as in ONLY be used for people who need it for their health issues. So doctors should only have possession over it. Marijuana can be a huge impact on peoples live actually, it increases feelings of anxiety, depression, and schizophrenia. Marijuana is used for health problems and stuff like that but it slows down people thinking. Imagine how life would be if marijuana was illegal and in use.

Heroin SHOULD NOT be legal, there is no sense of it being here on this planet ! It is very fatal, and can also be fatal by mistake by overdosing! it is very addictive and it can effect your body a lot. Honestly people who use heroin or any crazy drug sorta scares me because of their behavior.
Weed i dont think is bad at all, it helps calm people down but i also think it shouldn't be in use every single day. I heard it kills brain cells, plus weed become addictive and you wouldn't want to HAVe to smoke weed to get through the day right?
So, i don't think ALL drugs should be legalized ! But i don't think its a problem if some are, but some only that doctors can give out and some that just cannot be in use at all.

Randooom quessstttiion 23.

Am I going to raise my kid the same way my parents raised me ?

    I may change up how I raised my kids from how they raised me. Once I care for a child I will make sure my child grows up to learn how to NOT disrespect me, THEY WILL NOT disrespect me and I will make sure of it. Because now I see my generation of kids are always disrespecting their parents with inappropriate language, I don't want to have that lack of respect  from my child since I gave them life and I am caring for them. My mom raised me not really punishing me or anything, which is why when my mom screams at me I talk back which isn't what a child is supposed to do. I grew up respecting my dad a little more because he used to always hit me with the belt :x AND I HATED THAT ! Which is why I respect him a little more, I do talk back to him more but I was always scared of him when I was younger but I'm not really scared of him now. I want my children to love and ALSO respect me! Another thing I would change is I would buy my children clothes that THEY want I wouldn't choose for them after the age of 7 because I know from experience from when I was younger I hated when my mom dressed me, then I would go to school looking ugly. I also would let my child have nice clothier but make sure they let it go to waste, or if not I WILL FORCE THEM ! But my mom just complains how I don't wear my old clothing. The clothes i buy my children WILL be to use, I doing care what the excuse is! Also, growing up even though i did really good in school and had really good grades I never got rewarded or even recognized in my family for it and I STILL BARELY DO ! But i will make sure my child has something to look forward to if he or she has good grades, so the grades will be consistent.  But thats the only change i would make with how i would raise my child from my parents raising to mine.

Queeestion 22.

Are there people you envy enough to want to trade lives with them? Who are they?
YES; theres a couple of people actually but theres one main person i would LOVE to trade places with. I would love to change places with Selena Gomez. Theres plenty of reason i would love to trade places with her. I would like the change places with her because she is BEAUTIFUL, she seems kind with no problem, successful, and VERY talented. And also she is dating Justin Bieber ! She isn't involved in any media and she is a role model for many girls including me. So far she hasn't been in any bad attention or anything like that and i admire her for that. She is pressured a lot by the media to not mess up and etc like Miley Cyrus or Lindsay Lohan or anybody and I applaud her for that. Selena Gomez right now is where i want to be right now in my life. A young girl, acting more mature than older celebrities in the business and also doing very well as being a celebrity. I think she is just a lucky girl, with all the fame and success and the perfect boyfriend. She has natural beauty also and I think she will be around in the business for a long long long time.

Quesstion 21 :]

Do you prefer being around men or women? Do your closest friends tend to be men or women?

   Theres different reasons why I'd prefer being around men and women. The reasons its a good thing to be friend with girls is because if you tell them stuff girl related they can relate to the situation. The reason its good to be closer to boys is because as friends they are usually less stressful. But overall i prefer being friends with guys because its less stressful and they can have all the qualities of a girl and more! When you're friends with a girl theres usually some sort of jealousy towards them. Girls are usually the one doing some messed up stuff do you, like doing stuff with your ex, being fake and etc ( i mean i think that right now because that's what girls do around me). Its easier to be around guys, because you can talk to guys about boys and see their point of view since THEY ARE GUYS; also there would mostly be no jealousy or anything or having to change to feel better than the other or they can receive more attention because as a guy they will get their attention as a guy and ill get my attention as a girl. Guys there would be no chance of like them doing stuff with my ex or feeling some type of way when they do stuff with my ex or someone i like unless they're gay. Most guys i know are really funny and i love humorus people and are funnier than girls , and only some girls are really funny but thats just SOME.But guys and girls both get annoying to me. 

But of course all of this is depending on the person NOT just cause of their gender. But i don't really talk to girls like that no more because girls just ERK ME ! They always do messed up stuff and i always end up seeing their true colors after awhile. I pretty much can say in school i only have 3 friends that i'm close to and the rest are just guys. I honestly cant stand girls, i don't know.

Random question 2O

      Would you add one year to your life if it meant taking one year from the life of someone in the world at random.  Would it matter if you were told whose life you had shortened?


I'd rather not know who's year of life i'm taking from because i don't want to feel guilt. I'd be lying if i say i wouldn't take a year from random persons life because honestly i would but not for myself. I'd take it for my mother, because if one day i find out that she is in ill condition as she gets older and older id rather give her another year that she can spend enjoying herself before she passes. I know, my mom isn't really that old but every year she is getting closer to death and i have way more years than her so id rather spend another year with her then i have now to spend time with my mother. I love my mother so much and life without her would probably be unbearable honestly. I know its sorta selfish for me to take a year from someones life but I'm just speaking the honest truth; I'd do anything for my mother although she gets me angry. And honestly if it means taking a year from someones life I'd do it for my mother instead of myself. If i found out my mother was dying ( godforbid) that means i lost the women who brought me into this world. Even if the random person was ME, i'd give away a year for my mother because shes the one who gave ME LIFE so i'm very grateful for that. She gave me a lifetime so the least i can do is at least give her a year.

Random quesssstion 19.

List 10 things you want to do before you die.
1. I want to star in a successful film and have a taste of being famous.
2. I want to travel the world, see how it is and how different every place is from New York or any other places.
3. Curse out and possible KILL someone i very much dislike or hate, well first Curse out then TORTURE >:] and not go to jail for it.
4. I want to meet Taylor Lautner and Justin Bieber AND have Justin Bieber sing for me.
5. I wanna walk on the ocean without drowning, I DON'T CARE HOW but i want to !
6. I want to swim with dolphins in a resort or something,
7. I want to say someone SERIOUS secret that i don't really respect out loud really loud RIGHT before i die B]
8. I want to be in a room full of lasagna and just eat lasagna and drink spirte ALLL DAY watching tv.
9. SPEND TONS OF MONEY ON NON USEFUL THINGS.
1O. I want to go to a famous person Mansion party, i want it to be LIVE AND WILLDDDDDDDDDDD ! Like CRAZY , like 21 Jump Street.
Thats what i want to do before i die.

Random question 18

   Discuss the positive qualities that make a guy likeable?
Theres lots of qualities that make a guy likeable. I mean, FOR ME ! I like a guy who is taller than me, at least 5'5 and he has to know how to dress really good and have SWAGGGGG! I want him to be sweet, respectful, and mature BUT also knows how to have fun. I want him to know how to have fun, and be VERY FUNNY. I want him to be able to listen to my problems and be a joy to be around. He has to smell good which means have good hygienes. He better be faithful and truthful. Its very attractive when a boy knows what he wants in life, like what he wants for his future. A guy who attracts & catches a lot of girls eyes - i dont know but when lots of girls likes a guy its make the boy more attractive because if he likes you and wants tobe faithful it makes you feel more special, plus your'e like HA he likes me :p . I also like a guy who's popular. I LOVE SINGERS, i dont know why but im just obsessed with them if you can sing it makes the person more attractive. But he also has to have really soft lips , CANNOT BE CHAPPED ! And also a guy becomes more attractive when a guy has nice eyes. A guy who can make laugh or smile even when im sad. But mostly i just want A FAITHFUL CUTE SOFTLIPS & a guy who can dress BUENOOOOO whos taller than me by at least  2 or 3 inches & has good hygienes. THATS WHAT MAKES A GUY LIKEABLE TO ME.

Random questionn... First girl kiss. o.O

There are many firsts in our lives: a first pet, a first award, the first day of middle school, a first kiss, etc.. Write about a special first that you remember clearly.
    MY FIRST GIRL KISS, it was just a tap kiss and i was not bi nor lesbian but i was just curious to how it was going to be. I'm not going to name names or anything but I was in 7th grade and my first girl kiss was an 8th grader. She was pretty but i wasn't really attracted to her but i kissed her more than one time because last year he 8th graders used to go all over and kiss girls so yeah. Then after all that i started feeling like i was attracted to girls, so i went out with a PRETTY girl in 8th grade for like a few weeks but i ended up ending it because i realized I'm not attracted to girls like that. Especially not to go out with them, it felt too weird and it just didn't feel right FOR ME. But i wouldn't mine kissing a girl, but i wouldn't go out with a girl so i do not consider myself bi at all. I am very much attracted to BOYS. Overall in life i have kissed 6 girls and that's it.

Canada and Niagara Falls,

     Alright so over the weekend i went to Canada but before that i went to see the Niagara Falls and can i say it was B E A U T I F U L ! At first i really didn't want to go Niagara Falls OR Canada with my family because i just wanted to stay home alone all weekend. But of course my family had to bring me along with them since my grandparents are in New York City for a month and they wanted to go to Canada my parents wanted me to join them so it can be a full family bonding. But now I'm glad i went because i had such an amazing time, Niagara Falls was beautiful and it was refreshing to be in a new setting and be surrounded by different types of people. It took about 8 FRICKING hours to get there by car so i was DYING! I was so bored and plus i had to turn of the radio crossing some states because their radio stations were way different and I DO NOT want to hear country ! I was talking to many people on my phone keeping them updated with what was happening but once my battery died when i was in the Niagara Falls i WANTED TO LEAVE DESPERATELY! and just go to the hotel already so i can charge my phone. It was really nice in the area of Niagara , and also i had a great view of it. Canada was also really beautiful, the people were extremely nice and it was as crazy as it is in the city. The houses and condos were HUGE AND REALLY NICE. I hope to go to Canada once again soon.

Random question..

Q: Say you’ve met an amazing person you’re dying to date.  This person feels the same way about you.  The problem is that this person has a quality your family would flip out about, even though you don’t think it’s a big deal.  Maybe it’s this person’s age, race, occupation, appearance, religion, or interests.  What about a potential boyfriend or girlfriend would drive your parents insane?  Do you think you’d back down and not date this person if your family made a huge fuss, or would you stick to your guns?

    A: Honestly, its who I like ! Not them, but honestly I'd probably date him without my parents knowing if i really like him & if he really likes me. Either way my parents don't even let me go out with boys at my age anyways.
Meeting a boy I REALLY REALLY like and find him amazing and him thinking the same is sorta rare because i don't consider anyone really amazing because everyone has flaws. But if that was to happen id take the risk of dating a boy my parents don't like because its rare for that to happen.

My view on life..

Honestly L I F E in general scares me.
 Living life involves so much stuff that scares me for some reason. I've went through a couple of obstacles, and wondering when another obstacle to come out of no where scares me.
It hits you out of no where and you don't know how you'll react to it or how it'll effect you.
Sometimes i feel like life has no meaning to it; like we're brought on Earth just to roam around and just look around at your surroundings WAITING for sometimes to happen.
I mean, people look at life to be a blessing... WHICH IT IS of course. But people sit down, imagining their future, for it to be PERFECT. Thinking everything in the future will go as planned but of course theres always that wall that you have to overcome to get things your way.
I mean why can't things just go our ways with no problem? Why can't people do their own thing without ruining everybody else's life.
dont get me wrong; I LOVE life, but sometimes it becomes a BIG BLUR, where things happen that you just can't understand nothing thats going on. Theres times where amazing things happen, but disappear after and goes back to ordinary life. I mean, if life was so amazing, why would people go through depression, suicide, why some people hide from the whole world, just trapping
themself in a hole of loneliness :/ .
But honestly life is a blessing, not everybody gets a chance to experience a full life and experience happiness and etc etc.
by the way don't get me wrong, I'm very grateful to be on this world even if we're just here to roam earth and overcome some obstacles.

So, im writing this post cause troy told me to ='x TATTOOS ,

TATTTTOOOOSSS ;
So how i feel about tattoos, i mean i think its a work of art on your body. But sometimes i think SOME people take it way too overboard, or just have crappy work; which means just messing up your body for no reason. I mean , full body tattoos - UNECESSSARRRYY ! I hear so many boys - COUGH COUGH TROY- wanting to have full body tattoos but sometimes it just dont look right. SOO ; right now troy tells me he wants to haveee......
Lips on his neck,
Tear drop on his face ( IF HE GOES TO THE ARMY -_- )
a RIP list of whoever passes away lmao.
Wings on his chest
T.G on his back,
His kids names on his both his wrist and his parents name on the top of both his wrist.
and TONS of other tattoos.
I mean things like that is waaayyyyyy too much on your body, i think having way too  much tattoos looks weird and sometimes look unattractive. I mean sometimes it looks nice on people but most f the time it looks sorta ridiculous. The smart thing to do is get a HIDEABLE tattoo which would defitnetley be smart. I mean HOW DO YOU THINK ITS GOING TO LOOK WHEN YOURE OLDER ?! Plus, its pretty much permanent but i guess its anybod choice. But i think some tats are nice to have, or arent bad :') . I dont know if i want a tattoos, but my dad said i can have a small one when im 16. But im not too sure yet. I espacially like tattoos when they have a really nice meaning behind the tat.

My Sister ;

   The one person who makes me laugh without even having to try, the girl who can be a pain in the neck but can get on my good side again the next minute, the ONLY little girl i will forever, unconditionally love. YES YES, its my baby sister Haylee Jimenez. On December 29 2OO9, the best thing in my life right now was born on that day, that year and whatever. I love her soooooooo soooo much. I remember when I was younger i used to always say I never wanted a sibling ,yes of course she gets on my nerves - EVERYBODY does but i love to be around her. I can have the worst day and my sister can change that , even if she just takes my mind off the situation for a minute I am grateful for that. She helps me realize the dumb things i'm doing and makes me want to be a better role model and just a better person in general for her. Having her in my life makes me realize I don't want to lose someone I love so much, because losing her means i've lost my other half, my blood sister, the joy of my life, the reason i smile everyday.

Oh yes, i also have an adopted sister :'] which is Jazmin Roman . She is literally like my sister, she calls my parents her parents and i call her mom my mom. We're over each other houses every other day. When i wanna chill shes the FIRST i call, i will forever consider her my sister because she pretty much is. My parents love her as a daughter, when shed isn't over at my house or if i don't go to her house for more than a week in a half my parents start asking for her, asking if she's okay or whatever. When we have a special event my parents always ask for her and same with her mom. I LOOOVEEE her SOOOO much, i treat her like my little sister and i honestly think she will be my only friend in 188 once we leave 188. When we're together we have THE BEST time!!! Jazmin treats haylee as if thats her little sister, theyre ALWAYS taking pictures together and acting like babies together. But yes uh I LOVEE YOU HAYLE & JAZMIN SOOO SOO MUCH.

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My Grandparents ( Spanish , )

My grandmother - She is hilarious and very outgoing. I don't see her as much as i used to see her when i was younger when she lived in the heights but I still do see her. I love being around her because she is like another mother figure to me which is why I call her mama. One of the things i love about her most is that she isn't like other grandmothers; sleeping and talking about boring stuff. She curses, laughs at anything and is very loud. Her laugh has so much energy, once she laughs it makes my whole day because when she laughs it isn't fake, her laugh is REAL and sounds like it comes straight out her big tummy :) . She is like the rock of my whole family, she is pretty much like the boss. NO ONE dares to disrespect her, she doesn't even hit us anymore, its just everybody grew up just to respect her. Every time i get in trouble i get really scared for my grandmother to find out and come up to me and talk to me about it even though she doesn't hit me. She is one of the main reasons why i try to do good in school and in life in general, because i HATE to disappoint her and my aunt. I still want her to look at me as the smart kind and respectful little girl because I STILL AM, its just i GREW up ! & i don't think she understands that.  Many people i know has lost their grandmother but luckily i haven't lost mine and hopefully i don't anytime soon because she is only like 63 and the day i lose her would be one of the most miserable days for me, not being able to hear her talk, hearing her give me long speeches, her laugh and etc.
My grandfather - well he isn't my blood grandfather but he is my dads stepfather and has been since my dad was i believe 12. He is hilarious but I am not too close to him because he favors my cousin ( boy) way too much and I HATE that. Sometimes i don't like being around him because he kisses my cousins butt too much just because he is his ONLY grandSON and its annoying. But he is really really really really funny.

Random question #15

 Are you a forgiving person?  Explain.
I definitely am and i hate i mean HATE that i am. I can't keep grudges for nothing when i really wish i can. The reason i hate being a forgiving person is because when sometimes does something messed up to me i can't really hold a grudge, i can't be as mad as i was at first. The reason i can't really keep a grudged against the people i am around is because they usually always making me laugh and a person who can make me laugh can be friends with me forever :x. Nah just kidding, but seriously for some reason i just can't stay mad. I think it is such a disadvantage for people to not be able to keep grudges because that's when people take advantage to me sometimes. So when someone decides to be messed up to me they know its going to be hard for me to keep a grudge against them for a long time when i should. Sometimes i wonder if I'm going to be the same in the future, ( hopefully this doesn't happen in my future) like for example me and my husband get into an argument and he hits me i wonder if i am going to forgive him again although the situation is very serious. That's like what I'm really scared of, or if someone decides to be grimmey and do something to me then i decide to forgive them i don't want it to repeat over and over.

Society nowadays,

Society nowadays is all messed up, what should be on the top of people priority is all the way on the bottom. When school should be on the top of your priority list, drugs, sex and electronics is. I think living in the Lower makes everything worse because kids are growing up learning to live life in a way they shouldn't because of the careless parents surrounded by them down here. People grow up to be disrespectful, immature, thirst and careless. Everyday someone new is being sucked into the use of drugs, kids may think its cool and become an addict and adult thinks it makes life easier ; smoking their lives away. Kids as young as 10 are smoking weed then start getting into more harmful deadly drugs as they grow older. I witness kids my age planning or saving money just to smoke, I've heard kids talk about trying it or doing it everyday spreading the word that they smoke like its cool and/or attractive. Sometimes I wonder what a life without drugs would be, would there be less kids dropping out and focusing on their education and having a better future? More people walking around with knowledge; or would life being the same, but people searching for another distraction to not be successful in life. The disrespect the kids show towards each other and also to adults may be shocking to some people. I have witness kids using foul language to teachers and also to kids and to myself. I wont lie and sit here typing this and acting like an angel because sometimes i use foul language myself towards other people, but i know my limits and i know when and when not to curse, sure i have my days when I start giving attitude to people and curse them out but it isn't often and i'm trying to learn to control my filter more often but i can say that I have a better filter than a lot of kids i know. I think we wouldn't have this problem if the adults in our life and the people we are surrounded by are more mature and used less curses, but obviously they influence a kid to curse in every sentence ! Its rare to see a kid with respect, a brain only focused on their education and a person who isn't a follower and let people lead them to a life that would lead them to a horrible future. Well i wont say there isn't any because id be putting everyone down if i say that and id be totally wrong if i did say that there isn't people like that. Bullying, lots of kids do that nowadays to each other. Making lives harder for other kids, no theres no specific place to bully. People can bully anywhere and anytime, while i'm typing this someone out in this world is probably getting bullied, physically or mentally. Kids think its cool when it really isn't, they say you should respect a girl or lady but obviously our generation of boys are hardheaded, hitting girls and disrespecting. They can call the most beautiful girl ugly , the smartest girl - stupid, start hitting girls - playing around or serious I mean i wont say every boy does that but plenty of boys i'm surrounded with and seen do. I mean, thats someones daughter you're judging right now -____- would you want someone to disrespect your mother like that? Its ridiculous, I mean say i'm crazy but i don't think any girl should be disrespected NEITHER should a boy be disrespected by a girl. Girls nowadays sometimes have no respect either, or respect for THEMSELVES ! Now all i hear about is sex sex sex drugs sex sex drugs, being 11,12,13,14,15 and whatever thirst for sex or sexual things? Really ? I think its really lame. I think they try to grow up to quick, doing this and that. Like enjoy life, and honestly i think all this talk about sex or whatever the case is makes girls feel pressured -_- and obviously girls are gullible enough to give it up and become hoes believing whatever boys say. Then girls wonder why boys take advantage of them SOO MUCH ! I mean honestly don't ask for respect from boys wanting sex or sexual things if you're acting like a ........ , being so naive and gullible. its ridiculous, I mean honestly I clap for the boys who get something or everything from a girl AT THIS AGE without being in "love" ( if thats even possible? ) because they at least know what to say to do what they got to do and i honestly have no respect for the girl... girls thinks its cool and cute being known as such a ew type of girl. Like get an education or whatever before anything else ... All boys do is sweet talk most of the time but yet girls get involved with boys who just take advantage of them. I mean i can probably right a whole story about everything that i'm saying but i guess i'm done for now. :]